Returning from an absence

Returning after an absence of several weeks which still puzzles me; reading earlier postings and the lovely generous responses stirs the question: why go silent for even awhile?  Perhaps too much preceding access –too much intimacy, exposure, emotion?  Retrospective voices which capture and direct attention from moment to moment provide differing accounts, while the day to day mind may be deaf and dumb to the myriad forces, fantasies, doubts that underpin ongoing experience. Best to observe, and to proceed aware that every step requires shifts of balance, and trust in the new.